Consciousness
As I journey through life, I've always asked myself, ".. what are you learning? ..". Although, I have learnt many things, but, this one thing has always convicted me, i.e. alone with God. Because, I have discovered that, no matter how I try to be around people, interact & been loved by them, there's still that consciousness that, no matter how close anyone is to you, even your spouse/sex-partner, aren't gonna be with you when you're alone with God, no matter how hard they try, even, when you both slept together, one rose up before the other. That's why, I'm still begging God to help me to keep glorifying, obeying & pleasing Him.